In a Funk today but not running to the fridge

I am in a funk today.  I have some things going on which I won't go into but I just think with the fact that I'm housebound, my kids are giving me grief and just a general feeling of blah!  I am really trying not to turn to food.  I'm doing good so far, staying within my points.  I am worried about these kind of days in the future though, because these are the days that make me want to attack the fridge or go to the drive through window.  This early in the program my willpower is high.  I know that there will be days where it will be low.  I'm just hoping that I can work through those days.  I'm watching Oprah now and it's all about being happy.  What a coincidence! Tomorrow is another day, and I hope it will be better  fantastic!

August 4, 2010

I have been in such a funk lately. I am in a funk about my weight. I weighed myself today and it wasn't good news. 229 lbs. The most I have EVER weighed. Today has to be the day that I stop eating like a pig. I want to start writing in this blog more too. The other really bad thing is that my ankle is not better. It's still swollen, sore and frankly it's not much better than before my surgery. I made an appointment to see Dr. Rees. I'm really not sure what can be done about it but I guess I'll find out. September 9th.